What a crazy year!

   So I've been trying to keep busy since Tj left, and I have. Our roommates have moved into their own place, and I now have the house all to myself. It feels a little empty but I'm okay because I really wanted to get it ready from when Tj comes home. I still have quite a bit of time, lol but painting and decorating takes a little bit. It's been almost a month since Tj left and I want to say I've kept it together, I have my hour or two of feeling down but for the most part, I try to quickly snap out of it. I miss him like crazy don't get me wrong, I want him home and not away. I miss him getting on my nerves everyday because he is hungry and he doesn't want to get food himself lol but duty calls and I can't sit at home and be depressed because it's not going to change anything and will not bring him home any sooner. I decided to take summer classes because I want to keep busy. I'm still freaking waiting on my recruiter to tell me when and if I am going to enlist with the Air National Guard of Virginia. The budget cuts have really hurt us, so they are now being super picky of who they decide to let join. Anyway like I said I wanted to be productive and not just sit at home, so I decided to take two summer classes and the local community college so that I can apply it to my Criminal Justice Psychology degree, and to take the job with the CDC so I can bring the extra cash and it will for sure help time fly by.

    My mother in law and I have decided to go to Florida, home sweet home for mother's day. I haven't said anything to my mom I want to surprise her. I've been avoiding calling her because I don't want t slip and tell her that I am coming. I'm only going to be home for like two day lol but any time at home is better than nothing. I'm also super excited because my sister and her BF are coming to visit me for a few weeks this summer :) 

  On another note, This has been a crazy year!!! The 18th of this month will be a year since TJ and I got married! :) It's been a crazy, fast year. From Tj going to BMT up to the moment where he is deploying. They say the first year its the hardest and it is don't get me wrong but if you really love the person you are with you can get through anything. I never imagined having to spend our first year anniversary apart because he had to deploy, but being in the military you can never count on being together on special days. I will try to make the best of it definitely and I will try to send him a care package I just need to figure out what to put in it lol. The first one I sent him was stuff that he asked me that he needed and wanted so it wasn't really a care package I think it was more like a necessity package lol.

 Time will go by little by little and I will try to keep it together and sane. I have learned who my true friends are during this time and who really were only talking to me because of interest. Now a days you can never really trust someone. It's hard to find people that would really care, they're there just have to look :) It takes time to  get to know people.